Welcome

Being unemployed gives you time to think. It is a rare opportunity to reflect on who you are, and who you plan to become. Financial difficulty is a life defining experience when faced with homelessness. I have a belief that everything happens for a reason. Having a chance to live outside of and observe a system we strive to be a part of, which will eventually destroy us gives life a new perspective. At times deep in thought I remind myself that the test of success is graded in your ability to face failure. As a young man aspiring to be a rapper I often wrote of my fear of failure, and my desire to succeed. It wasn't until age 30 on a windy October day that I embraced the idea; stagnation is like dying, all successes in life, love, and finance involve risk and accountability for your actions. The fear of failure is the same as the fear of success.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Beheld Captive

December 21, 2013 my brothers art gallery The Untitled Bottega will be hosting ballet for the first time.  The story will be about Vincent Van Gogh and the love affair he had with Clanisa the prostitute.  How his love for her drove him to depression and eventually to insanity.

Art in the ballet is by Flaco Shalom and the show will be choreographed by Arryal Ramsey.
Attend Little Black Tutus December 21 at the Untitled Bottega.

Tickets are available at Little Black Tutus Eventbrite


I was honored to have a chance to see a rehearsal and it was my first time seeing ballet so close.  Often described as graceful and light beneath that exterior here in their rehearsal I could see their power.  Their wills bending their bodies, I've never seen something so beautiful.


Not wanting to spoil the show for myself I tried to look away, but I was drawn to them.  As my eyes drank in their movements I began to see words, and their bodies became old quill pens, their sweat was ink I could read clearly on the floor.  As I watched the choreographer I began to plagiarize her movements. 

This is what she created... I am grateful for the experience. 


She Shines

I had been locked away when I saw them
The floor was a blend of black and white
Prison uniform, captive behind my cool... awe
She... Her legs, their legs become fingers
They caress piano keys and their bodies become music

Violin bows sway between shoulder and wrists
Bass and cello swell and dissipate as if breathing
Like breath, so beautiful it lingers
A word ... unspoken, she speaks

In an orchestra of universal language
Their arms embrace the harps in our chest
Have you heard the beauty of  heart strings plucked
You breath for her

She absorbs you
Dances possessed
Becomes the voice spilling from the belly of a horn
Some thing delicate and forgotten

She reminds you
What it is to be alive
Listening with your eyes
To the depths of her plie

Where your soul resides, captive
She, they... the music captivates
And they draw upon the sky of your memory
Arching through the air like balls of fire

Emotions smolder
Like tear soaked hatred
Like sadness drowned in melody
Feels like joy wrapped in loss

Shining through something dark
Like hope beneath regret
She blossoms into music
Into dance

And she shines...


Attend Little Black Tutus December 21 at the Untitled Bottega.  Tickets are available at Little Black Tutus Eventbrite


(c) 2013 Christopher "UNtitled" Jones.  All rights reserved

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Shoe Polish

Shoe Polish

October 28, 2013
This is not shoe polish
I am NOT a shadow
Ghost of slavery, soot monster
Remnant of lynching... nigger picked
Swinging from a coon trap... no
I am not a porch monkey lawn jockey
Black face statue of something you think I can't accomplish
This is not shoe polish



I am the son of a teacher and a nurse
3rd generation college student, poet
Not thief, nor drug dealing murderer
I was a brown baby when my parents split
I remain whole unbroken
You cannot break me

I am Satchel Paige, Jackie Robinson
I am Jesse Owens, but no matter how fleet of foot
I can't out run your stereotypes
I can't run out of my skin
I am the child of dignity and deprivation

Do not call me black
My skin is not soil rich, I am not dirt
Though you may try to walk all over me
Stomp me down run me through the mud
I am more than what you recognize as my skin tone
This is not shoe polish

You are not racist
You are privileged
You are ignorant
Unapologetic in your actions
When you take them
You are pity... you are not charity
You are the part of the solution
That perpetuates the problem



Some of you want to help
Most just play dress up
Be ghost klansman, vampire blood sucker
Black face new American nightmare
You think this is a game, some kind of joke
I was born in your Halloween costume


Racial equality is a trick treat me like a criminal
Prisons aren't always places with bars and barbed wire
When you've been thinking a way for so long
You don't even know you are trapped
Holding onto racism is a reflex
Clutch your purse, clutch your children
Clutch to the idea that your different is somehow better
Your prison is the awkward space you create in crowded elevators



You are family dinners, tea parties, and sandwiches with the crust cut off
We are broken glass, broken home, broken down car
Progress is all we've have, you keep putting the breaks on us
We can eat at your table but you leave nothing for the taking
And I wouldn't call you greedy...
You just don't know what an empty stomach feels like

We are hunger
Starved for equality, for peace, for pride, you fear our voices
We are not loud because we're aggressive
We are just trying to talk over rumbling stomachs
To drown out our embarrassment

This is not shoe polish
This is my skin
It tears, it bleeds... I die
I am a human being
This is not a joke, not a costume
And certainly not shoe polish


Pens aren't always mightier than swords -UNtitled
Pens aren't always mightier than swords -UNtitled
(c) 2013 Christopher C Jones.  All Rights Reserved