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Being unemployed gives you time to think. It is a rare opportunity to reflect on who you are, and who you plan to become. Financial difficulty is a life defining experience when faced with homelessness. I have a belief that everything happens for a reason. Having a chance to live outside of and observe a system we strive to be a part of, which will eventually destroy us gives life a new perspective. At times deep in thought I remind myself that the test of success is graded in your ability to face failure. As a young man aspiring to be a rapper I often wrote of my fear of failure, and my desire to succeed. It wasn't until age 30 on a windy October day that I embraced the idea; stagnation is like dying, all successes in life, love, and finance involve risk and accountability for your actions. The fear of failure is the same as the fear of success.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

RIP America, Long Live Troy Davis


September 21, 2011 at 11:08PM the United States of America proved something to the world at the expense of yet another blackman. The machine of American democracy cannot but turned off or shutdown even when the poor, innocent, and unfortunate are at risk. There is a new dawn in the land of the free and home of the brave; you are only free if you have wealth you are only brave as long as there are politics to hide behind.

Millions of letters and calls, 51 congressman, 3 presidents one of whom being George W. (I don't care about poor people) Bush, the Pope, Desmond TuTu, countless members of the media, and the millions who voted to grant these people power and position were silenced. At 11:08PM America was told in no uncertain terms that morals, passion, and truth have no place in this country. A system we created killed a potentially innocent man. Reasonable doubt has been nullified, as was the right to a fair trial because arrogance would not allow a governmental entity to admit it is fallable.

There has been an outcry against capital punishment and the ideal they we should not be playing God. Yesterday the country I call home and the government who runs it proved they supercede God. The United States of America decides who eats and who straves, who works and who struggles, who has and who has not, and now they hold life and death in their hands. We have become children playing with hand grenades.

In the face of uprisings around the world we have been incited, dared, teased, and tempted into civil uprising here at home. We will stand mute. The arms of America have become too short, and too weak to box with God. We will do and say nothing live and die where race, sex, and education mean nothing to the powers that be.

Our money will still be green, our budget will still be red and our government will gift wrap slavery for masses as long as our flag flies. In God we trust, God bless America, one nation under God, I do solemly swear upon God as my savior, God does not exist anymore we traded God for a broken democracy.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Uncompromised


As I sit here pouring my soul into this last letter 
Realizing how much I loved you 
In the morning i'll be gone 
If your lust ever equaled my love 
The magic in your heart 
Should animate this collage of ink and tears 

Satires on canvases of fantasy 
You have become quite the artist 
You fancy yourself fancy 
I remember simpler days 
Back then a caged animal 
Pouring salt into its own wounds 
Howling because the agony was music 

There is something tame about you 
Broken looks of wild turning into eyes of askance 
Your fangs the broken keys on that old typewriter 
I told you I would always love you 
I'll be gone in the morning 
Watching you die is killing me 

While you are sleeping I will leave you this letter 
If you have found sanity in writing 
I hope you lose every page you've ever penned 
Forget everything you think matters 
Where is the you that taught me to respect the wild 
There is nothing more beautiful than a predator in the hunt 

Dear UNtitled how could I have tamed you 
I hope your wounds become rancid 
I remember when the devil cowered beneath your gaze 
I am leaving you in the morning 
I will not watch a wolf become a house dog 
Pain and discomfort fill my prayers 
I hope this kills you 
So you can be stronger 
Goodbye

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Lack of Vision a Twisted Circle


This is what happens when you try to subtly impart knowledge to someone.  In the service business you do not close off sections of your demographic even when you specialize in other areas.  You cannot make “more” money by excluding customers from your service.

This relationship began with my asking what contacts she had in the media.  Her response was “contacts are easy to get in the media the hard part is getting them to do articles.  You can look the contacts up anywhere.”  In my opinion a publicist has contacts that he or she makes available to their client; those contacts do articles as favors to that publicist.  A publicist rate is determined by the number of contacts they have and the security of those relationships.  I had my doubts about her qualifications’ from jump.

UNtitled Poet
hello

Misses PrXpert
Hi
How are you?

UNtitled Poet
i am well I see your account is back up and running

Misses PrXpert
yes!
so happy too.
lol

UNtitled Poet
lol

Misses PrXpert
I'm a social networking junkie

UNtitled Poet
i see

Misses PrXpert
Most of it is work

UNtitled Poet
mmm hmm so they say

Misses PrXpert
Go to my webiste
website

UNtitled Poet
ok

Misses PrXpert
I have a social networking package
I get paid to be on here...
I'm afraid of myself too BTW.

UNtitled Poet
i see
are you going to face your fears?

Misses PrXpert
I do everyday.
I'm a writer and poet as well.

UNtitled Poet
id love to hear/read something

Misses PrXpert
I also have a strong business sense as well which is how i got into PR

UNtitled Poet
ahhh

Misses PrXpert
I have poetry, but I don't slam or anything
love to hear it tho

UNtitled Poet
why do people thing slam is so important

Misses PrXpert
I don't think it is...I just don't do it. You see I still called myself a poet...lol
I grew up admiring Maya Angelou

UNtitled Poet
poetry has existed as the quintessential expression of art and intelligence for over 5000 years and they started poetry slam in 1984

Misses PrXpert
lol

UNtitled Poet
All slammer call themselves poets

Misses PrXpert
That's an intelligent way to put it

UNtitled Poet
im not average I just pretend to be

Misses PrXpert
Like I said, I love maya so my poetry is in the same category as the things she puts out.
I've performed

UNtitled Poet
where?

Misses PrXpert
Weddings, Funerals, you name it. lol
I just stepped away from performing as I got older.
I stopped when I was about 16

UNtitled Poet
ohh
how old are you now?

Misses PrXpert
28
I actually hosted a poetry show in Detroit last year
I turned it over to one of my poet friends and she stopped doing it. I was too busy and it was every week.
I love poetry..

UNtitled Poet
what was the name of the show?

Misses PrXpert
BSM Presents: Open Mic Poetry at the Russell Bazaar. That simple.

UNtitled Poet
Did you run it before or after Jah, because he passed it to Soltreu

Misses PrXpert
Before
I passed it to Jah, but I know Soleteu
I started it

UNtitled Poet
Oh ok

Misses PrXpert
Never again...lol

UNtitled Poet
why?

Misses PrXpert
People in Detroit don't support things like that enough.
You got to Chicago, ATL, etc and it's a totally different thing
I don't work with authors anymore period.

UNtitled Poet
wow

Misses PrXpert
what? lol I'm just being honest
Even though I write, my profession is a publicist
lots of publicists won't work with authors and we have good reasons.

UNtitled Poet
like?

Misses PrXpert
self-published authors
because it is too hard to promote self published authors, you can barely get their books in the stores

UNtitled Poet
what wrong with that. and if they are good it shouldn't be a problem

Misses PrXpert
not that easy
self-published books can't be sent back if they don't seel
sell
so bookstores stay away from them'

UNtitled Poet
ahh

Misses PrXpert
and everybody is a writer nowadays

UNtitled Poet
yeah

Misses PrXpert
so in order to determine whether or not a book will sell, they would have to read the all.
and pary that it sells
pray
sorry, eating..lol
I literally went broke trying to work with them last year

UNtitled Poet
no one does that... but I don't see how that makes dealing with an author bad... furthermore I didn't know PR and distribution were the same thing

Misses PrXpert
Now i only works with IT companies and filmmakers
and other corporations

UNtitled Poet
maybe you just chose to work with the wrong authors and in the wrong scope of what they do

Misses PrXpert
I tried them all
all genres

UNtitled Poet
i meant as indivduals not as a genre

Misses PrXpert
and my rates are more than they can afford based on book sales

UNtitled Poet
but i digress

Misses PrXpert
yeah, it's more of a money thing more than personality or mind-set. If you don't have it...u just don't have it
but my family still has to eat so...

UNtitled Poet
perhaps your rates or services don't directly address their needs

Misses PrXpert
That's not it.
There are too many people out here selling books
that people aren't buying.

UNtitled Poet
oh ok

Misses PrXpert
People are being very careful with their money
and it an author doesn't get with kindle or e-books, it's almost a waste of time
not because the book isn't good
but because of the times we live in

UNtitled Poet
or maybe people view things differently
maybe i view things differently

Misses PrXpert
newspapers are dying out too

UNtitled Poet
but oh well

Misses PrXpert
You have a right too
but these are the reasons that 95% of publists out here won't work with an author unless they have a publishing deal

UNtitled Poet
which I think is stupid... but eh... this is again my opinion

Misses PrXpert
I respect the authors and what they do...but I am running a business and I have to make good decisions.

UNtitled Poet
doesn't sound like a very good decision

Misses PrXpert
It has been for me. I am better financially and happier. Less stress
which is good for my family
#1

UNtitled Poet
oh ok

Misses PrXpert
I know you're a poet and I respect that. But anything a publicist can do for you, you can do for yourself. Goood PR is expensive because we put in a lot of work
and when you compare the cost to book sales...it's smarter for the author as well.

UNtitled Poet
why are you so focused on book sales? or is that all you know?

Misses PrXpert
No
A publicist doesn't sell books
we get you media exposure

UNtitled Poet
thats what you make it sound like

Misses PrXpert
which people don't pay for
no one is going to pay an author to interview them right?

UNtitled Poet
what do you mean people don't pay for media exposure if they didn't wouldn't have a job

Misses PrXpert
so to have a publists is an uneeded expense unless you are selling thousands of books

UNtitled Poet
umm ok

Misses PrXpert
People pay for expore by hiring a publicist
but a newspaper isn't going to pay for interviews
it's unethical
so i can't give you a return on your investment
the media exposure
however will help
but it's alot of work if you aren't already established

UNtitled Poet
hmm

Misses PrXpert
when you are
a publists helps you manage your interviews etc so that you can focus on your craft.
writing
but we aren't managers
so we don't help sell books
You can say my theory is flawed but you haven't worked as a publicist

UNtitled Poet
i always thought a publicist job was to increase the exposure for their client. I learned something today

Misses PrXpert
it is
but we don't sell books

UNtitled Poet
you just implied it wasn't
and here we are back to the book thing

Misses PrXpert
we arrange interviews and get your name out there

UNtitled Poet
what is it with you and books?

Misses PrXpert
we're talking about authors right?

UNtitled Poet
im talking about anyone

Misses PrXpert
unless they are speakers...

UNtitled Poet
I run businesses... I know good business when I see it... this doesn't make much sense

Misses PrXpert
right a publicist helps you get media exposure. I've said that 5 times, what isn't clear?
we're also on a chat

UNtitled Poet
and from what I know of public speakers majority of them are authors, or have had a book written about them

Misses PrXpert
exactly

UNtitled Poet
so then why not market yourself to that with authors rather than dwell on what you know doesn't work

Misses PrXpert
It isn't smart for a self-published author to hire a publist unless they have money set aside for that as an investment
otherwise they should do it themselves until it's more affordable
Because of what the media is looking for
I think you're just offended because you write

UNtitled Poet
who said anything about being self published. Anyway while I was amused with this circle we just went in... I have runs to make so you enjoy your day.

Misses PrXpert
wow...
lol okay

UNtitled Poet
I'm not offended at all. I was trying to help you see the flaw of your business model, and show you how to make some money. Anyway catch ya later.

Misses PrXpert
I make more money not working with authors
I think I'm doing just fine

UNtitled Poet
yes you don't see it
I didn
did'nt think you would

Misses PrXpert
trying to insult people isn't good business either
turns people off

UNtitled Poet
i wasn't trying to insult you. I was just being blunt. It's who I am. Ask around I have a track record for that. But it also comes with a record of being dead right damn smart and overly talented (now im being insulting )

Misses PrXpert
well good luck to you.



And after all that I was unfriended and blocked!!! HOW RUDE