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Being unemployed gives you time to think. It is a rare opportunity to reflect on who you are, and who you plan to become. Financial difficulty is a life defining experience when faced with homelessness. I have a belief that everything happens for a reason. Having a chance to live outside of and observe a system we strive to be a part of, which will eventually destroy us gives life a new perspective. At times deep in thought I remind myself that the test of success is graded in your ability to face failure. As a young man aspiring to be a rapper I often wrote of my fear of failure, and my desire to succeed. It wasn't until age 30 on a windy October day that I embraced the idea; stagnation is like dying, all successes in life, love, and finance involve risk and accountability for your actions. The fear of failure is the same as the fear of success.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Light of the World pt 1

We see light without understanding as a people grasping the outcome without knowledge of its creation or function. We have truly become children of the machine. We have become children of the light, never understanding or appreciating the darkness from which the light springs forth. Light is celebrated as the birth of life. The darkness which creates light is lost somewhere between the origin of man and his dreams what arrogant beings we have become.
Secret sects and clandestine factions have risen to prominence in the 21st century. Those who seek knowledge and power are cast as demonic heretics set to destroy the world. Perhaps they are. They teach to listen without question, follow the masses, live up to expectation. All the while before our very eyes defying their own rules, we look to them as gods defying our own logic.
Logic may be the answer to our plight, it is learned behavior. It is the animal in man that allows him to survive. Instinct and reflex are the greatest tools of humanity; intuition is a gift from God. Yet we learn to ignore them, we are taught to scorn them, to believe in a God but not in the gifts he has bestowed upon us. Ungrateful.
Then there are the children of the light. Illuminati, Catholic, government, banking, business, entertainment we curse them, like God. But we follow them, like many of us would God; we see their darkness and seek only to destroy it with our own light. We are good, for when there is evil there must be good.



There will always be a duality, light and dark, good and evil, hot and cold. My brother often spoke of duality and is importance. It was not until now that I realized duality may exist in all things like the Chinese belief in Yin and Yang, however there is no guarantee balance and duality with have the same meaning as the Yin and Yang principal implies. For in this world there is no duality in perfect balance, merely many forces working in unison for their individual goals. This principal is more akin to life.
It is for that reason I hold no fear or reverence for the Illuminati or religion. They are deeply rooted within each other, pursuing that which is only a small part of the universe. When you look to the night sky and pray to God do you focus on light, do you stare into the sun, and is there not blackness when you close your eyes?
You grasp light because it is tangible for your mind even if you cannot hold it. But power and life stem from the darkness from the void. We have learned to pursue by-products of greatness rather than go to the source. God lay in a void, in darkness. Long before the heavens and earth, before the faces of the oceans, days before he created light we are living a fundamental folly.
Perhaps it is this error that allows those who believe they have or are in power to make such mistakes and create misunderstandings. Perhaps the masses have become victims to the ignorance of the few. Perhaps we are voids and we have lost the ability to cast light from our souls. Do you fear walking your own path, perhaps you cannot see your own light until you stand in a shadow?

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