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Being unemployed gives you time to think. It is a rare opportunity to reflect on who you are, and who you plan to become. Financial difficulty is a life defining experience when faced with homelessness. I have a belief that everything happens for a reason. Having a chance to live outside of and observe a system we strive to be a part of, which will eventually destroy us gives life a new perspective. At times deep in thought I remind myself that the test of success is graded in your ability to face failure. As a young man aspiring to be a rapper I often wrote of my fear of failure, and my desire to succeed. It wasn't until age 30 on a windy October day that I embraced the idea; stagnation is like dying, all successes in life, love, and finance involve risk and accountability for your actions. The fear of failure is the same as the fear of success.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Why Do Black's Call Each Other Nigga



I feel like I should answer this out of respect to those who both came before me historically, and those who commented on this stat.



You are "niggers" do not ever make the mistake, or marginalize what we have done as a people by laying to rest the very word that has defined you since you people came here. While I agree with about the struggles we have faced, to remove the word from our triumphs both negates our successes and leaves our past forever stained. We are responsible as a people to correct history, to teach our value to those who cannot see it. To love ourselves and each other the way our leaders have always intended. Burying our past, laying to rest who we are, will never all us the peace we seek.



For all of the struggles of; the civil rights movement, and of slavery, the contributions of the "black church", the "militants" and the Muslim it was the "nigga" who went to college and joined corporate America at a rate higher than any time in history. It was the "nigga" and their misogynistic music that made crack in the ghetto a taboo; it was the nigga who turned every sport on its ear. It was the nigga and their education, and physical prowess, and hard work at long hours on assembly lines that built this country, and its middle class. We have struggled, we have survived and we are here.



So when I say “my nigga”... that is my victory. That is my negative turned into positive, their hate turned into our self love. We are the only people asked to forget and bury our past, Jew was a racial slur in this country in the 40s they turned it into worldwide empire. "Nigga" is a reminder of where we were, where we are, and how much further we have to go. Do not encourage your children t "embrace their African culture" there is no such thing. Africa is a continent, with many countries; those countries have many different cultures. We gorge ourselves at Afro-Centralism as if it were a buffet, filling our plates with starches, sweets, and improperly prepared meats. Africa is hardly healthy for us.



We need more home cooked meals. We need to know our history, Tulsa, Lynching, Jim Crow, the 80's, we need to know and learn the word "Nigger." In my opinion we need to use the word more, it makes whites uncomfortable because of what this country has done in the past. It instills a fear of uprising, it separates them from us culturally. No matter how "cool" one of our white friends may be, will they say the word openly without fear of offending? I am not preaching separatism but I am advocating having our own, and honoring that dream. I wish sincerely in my heart Jay-Z, Barak Obama, Lebron James, Colin Powell, Cornell West, Tavis Smiley and Tiger Woods ... etc finally said openly, America the only place in the world that does not respect our skin, THAT WE ARE NIGGERS and that they should look at us now!



What would that word mean then? What pride would our children take in seeing what they've done? What history would they understand in identifying with that past? That moment would do more to heal the open sores of our history, and bring our communities together than any amount of prayer, education, or reparations ever could. But we have been raised to fear what we are, separate our past, from our future, and we hate each other as vehemently as we hate our oppressors, we are our oppressors. Ignorant to the fact our future lies in embracing our past, conquering our demons and relegating many of us to the moniker "Nigger."






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